You led me without a single trace

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

>>> Too little, too heavy

I just received a letter on being invited to be a police officer during my span of 2 years NS. When i check the requirements onlnie, it wrote that i need to serve 5 years as 2 years are meant to cover my National Service and 3 years are a bond. Wtf? Can't police don't sign bond like army?

Was roaming orchard with alex just now and i was so engrossed with the tattoo stores and i decided to get one myself soon. Probably it will not look nice, i know but at least i tried. People often regret for not trying but never did they regret for trying and failing. 2 adidas tops caught my eyes and i bend on getting it asap when i start working. I will need to save money for the raining day and think maturely instead of thinking that i will achieve whatever i want. Time to grow up, little bryan.

Thursday (30/11/06) a day i wanted it to come asap for this week.... but a day my friends dread to have.

{ Stamping his journal @ 11:08 PM )

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

>>> Cherish before it disappears

During this short span of 4months, i have learnt to cherish the things around me. Be it friends, family, girlfriend or any non-living things. Human nature; take things for granted until it is lost, they try to retrieve it back knowing that it is impossible. I just wish that me and her will be able to walk side by side till we are old, when she will sweep the hair i drop on the floor and i will comb her hair till the day i part this world.

She shows me the way to handle my emotion, take care of someone who is important to me, how to respect one another and not forgetting, how to love someone again. Dear Elaine, will we be able to achieve what we always want? =)

<3 u

{ Stamping his journal @ 2:36 AM )

Monday, November 27, 2006

>>> I tried, but i failed

I have tried to turn over a new leaf, but god just doesn't grant such a simple chance on me. So many things have happened which force me to revert back to my old self. Those who know me since secondary school will jolly well understand the situation. I just can't... What's so nice about being nice towards people when the thing in return isn't what you expected. If something is not appreciated, i might as well just leave it as it is....

Sorry to those who have tried to change me but i just couldn't. Thanks to people who have, at least, consulted and tried to console and convince me about the better of being good. In my life, i just need one person; that is my wife. Family, we shall not include tat since it is a must.

Feel tat my life is changing, ever changing;

{ Stamping his journal @ 3:18 AM )

Thursday, November 23, 2006

>>> Entrepreneurship

We had our entrepreneurship idea pitching presentation this afternoon. Almost of our ideas were destroyed in the hands of the tutor and classmates. Haha. My team (we named it as 'Us As A Team') decided to start a business that is closely related to Deviant Art but we added in clothes whereby the design that has the highest vote will be designed on the clothes and be sold to our target audience. The company name we thought of is Delirious Fashion, sounds like This Fashion? Our price is way too high to be compared with This Fashion. Laughs*. Our tutor told one of my members that our idea is feasible but we need to pump in effort of researching the cost price and any opportunity cost that we might encounter along the way. Ok! Way to go, GUYS!

Right after the presentation, i headed for far east to get my converse shoes. Got myself a pair of white canverse that i will be designing with glittering or any stuff to beautify it. Any people have any ideas where to get those materials required? Please help me! haha... Millions of thanks will be presented once i get the materials from the place u recommended!

Oh ya.. and our kelvin pek tried to touch zhi hong during our group discussion, wad are you doing k.pek? hahaa.... ok sounds like im imitating alvin.

{ Stamping his journal @ 4:55 AM )

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

>>> Troubled, doubled, Held, Forever.

I have been very un-me recently with all the troubles pouring at me together. I have rectified most of the problems and solutions will be instilled to resolve the situation. What disappointed me is my temper towards my dear; i simply suck badly... someone please slap me out of this dream! i want to give my best to her, never bully or anger her anymore!

Dear.. i miss you smile, every inch of you.

My precious gem.

Putting on the Armani spect..

{ Stamping his journal @ 7:13 AM )

Monday, November 20, 2006

>>> My Lovely 4th Month, Dear.

We had our 4th month celebration by exchanging gifts that i will treasure and spent our night at PS Cinema watching Step Up and it was a magnificent movie. The dance moves are smooth and beautiful. I waited for Elaine to end her class at 4pm in school and we thought of catching a movie at The Grand Cathay but the time slots for the movies didn't really suit us. An immediate plan was instilled, that was to proceed on to PS-GV. Ah.. Step Up is like an hour away, so we went to the arcade, bang some machines before catching our movie.

Regan and Sarah called me to inform me that my pay is ready for collection but it was so little.. small amount.. sigh! i need to work more. We took a cab down to Far East Level 4 to collect my cash before we had our dinner at Han's. By the time our dinner was done, it was so late. We strolled to the bus stop and sent her home.

Oh ya, i have some photos that i took at Suntec city on 11/11/06.

Rings of promises

Starting to cheer up when i threw some cold jokes around.

She's feeling sad; must be i make her sad again

{ Stamping his journal @ 7:26 AM )

Friday, November 17, 2006

>>> Peotric me.

Perching on the bench,
Glancing around the park,
Discovering the precious gem,
Deciphering secrets behind it.

Threading about the field,
Searching for the wonder you,
Kissing you on cheek,
That took my soul away.

love you dear.

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>>> victory over tryings?

I despise people who succumb to victory easily and yet never dare to taste failure once in a blue moon. When someone of a stronger group invites him or her over, he gladly joins them for the sake of yielding a distinctive result. Why can't people like them use failure as a stepping stone to success? Failure is mother of all invention. If you don't try, how would you know?

How many times did Edison try before he invented the light bulb? People often regret for not trying to accomplish something and they don't, or shld i use the word never, regret when they tried and failed. This is a message my tutor conveyed to us this afternoon; i feel that this meaningful phrase shld be shared around. Haha!

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>>> 4th Monthiversary!

Dear, this is specially dedicated just to you. My first post for this new blog. I love you dear. Happy 4th months.

*Hugs* Forgive me for all the mistakes i have committed...

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

>>> untitled;

你想要的我卻不能給你我的全部, 我能給的卻不是你想要的一切

A chinese phrase by me. Woo! my chinese is improving! can't believe it. haha!

Did practically nothing today, went to school early in the morning to clear my assignments and projects and had 3hours of entrepreneurship lessons before waiting for elaine to finish her lesson and sent her home. I could see with my own eyes on how a puppy look like when they are jus borned. Elaine's pinky had just given birth to 4 little puppies this morning. They are cute little doggies! haha. I left Elaine house at around 11pm... and had a tiff with my parents after tat.

Cheerios! No lessons for me tomorrow!

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